Originally posted by Auminer
I read the first 3 pages and had enough. OK first of all. Have you ever been locked up? Do you even know how inmates feel about what is theirs? I'm willing to bet *no* on both of those questions. I haven't been locked up but I have worked in a prison. Ya ya get the jokes out now. With that said, there is one cardinal rule to them, "don't fuck with their shit". They carry this attitude with them even when they are released. If they had this type of attitude before they went in, it is only compounded when they are on the inside and when they get out.
Furthermore, ALL he could think about outside of his family was getting back to her. You have no idea, and only I do on a wildland firefighting basis, of what it is like to not even see a woman for months on end, let alone years in these cases. They may catch a glimpse of a woman here or there, but I assure you that these are not super models. And YES there is a difference between a skin mag and a living breathing woman.
Now in regards to why when he first found out he didn't overly care. I don't know when he found out, but I assume it was fairly close to after his release date. GEE let me think, he had a shitton more to think about and life was a huge adjustment. Now that he has had the time to think AND stew over it, it bothers the hell out of him. To clarify even further, he didn't have to worry about someone standing behind him when he ate ( even though he probably did ), he didn't have to worry about someone coming into his cell while he was watching T.V. and beating the shit out of him ( even though he probably mistook people looking at him as an aggressive gesture ). Life on the inside is horrible, it is not prisonyland, it is not some vacation that people often desire, it is living in a hostile environment 24/7 where people do things to each other that I won't even begin to address even on these forums.
Bottom line dude, it was fucked that you did that to him. I am not trying to put you down at all, I am only calling it like I see it. Not only was it selfish, but you clearly didn't think about your brother and how he would feel and react to that situation. I mean really, did you sit back while she was doing her thing and think, "hhmm my bro would be proud of me"? And let me say, I sincerely hope you didn't tell him while he was still locked up. If you did, I would watch your back even now.
And a question here for you. How did he taste? Ya, think about that. It sounds like you're not old enough to know that pussy is pussy and it's right around the next corner. Same goes for the ladies in here, but obviously dick for that matter. Your brother has every right to be pissed back then, now and in the future. Betrayal is something some people never get over, let alone forget. So be prepared, he may "forgive" you at some point, but you have betrayed his trust and by a huge margin. Also, I can guarantee he will never forget what happened.
You wanted opinions, that's about as honest and detailed as I can get.
dam homie that is REAL TALK right there but he wasnt i prison he was in couty jail and it was only for about a month...... but dont get me wrong im not trying to justify what i did i know i fucked up but it was in the past there aint shit i could do about it now
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